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31.5.12
Cakes, candles and all the subtle lil things.
24 more days.
Unlike all the other, this year's special, it's the 18th one. Partying, smoking, drinking are all legalised to be done. But, there comes the responsibility, the beginning, of being an adult. Acting like one, behaving like one, living like one. That is when I've come to a conclusion that fun is secondary to money.
The irony when I used to say, "I wanna faster grow up so I can earn money for my family." And now that it's happening, I know I'm selfish to say this, but damn, this is hell one of responsibility to handle.
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22.5.12
Red lipstick.
It's raining outside now, with the windows slightly open, I could hear them loud and clear. It's relieving my brain, calm and blurry. But my heart is in a wild mess, thinking about life. What can I do to make it better, advise, I needed advise. But I could vividly picture her red lips moving in motion, and bright emerald eyes staring right at me, her words echoed through my brain,
"Be a lady with respect... Set your own rules in life..."
The lady that I barely met, and yet her words left a deep impression in my heart. She's a lady with respect, confidence, inner and outer beauty. She's perfect, she's someone I look up to. Amy Parker.
"Be a lady with respect... Set your own rules in life..."
The lady that I barely met, and yet her words left a deep impression in my heart. She's a lady with respect, confidence, inner and outer beauty. She's perfect, she's someone I look up to. Amy Parker.
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13.5.12
Setback.
Climbing every steps up the flight of stairs with heavy foot. Putting the effort to keep up and not give up. But...just one blow and I'm back to where I started. Lost, helpless and useless...
I can't afford to give up now. I can't afford to sit back and do nothing about it. Someday, all these tears, efforts, sweat and hardwork will pay off.
I just needa give my best, and try, again. And again, and again, and again. Till I succeed. Till I see results. Till all the effort is all well paid off.
I can do it. I must do it...
I can't afford to give up now. I can't afford to sit back and do nothing about it. Someday, all these tears, efforts, sweat and hardwork will pay off.
I just needa give my best, and try, again. And again, and again, and again. Till I succeed. Till I see results. Till all the effort is all well paid off.
I can do it. I must do it...
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3.5.12
Heart.
The sourness which's so torturous. The vessels coiled around it, the tight, strangled feeling. The breathless encounter like life is gonna just stop right now. The emptiness within, like having holes inside. The aching that doesn't seems to stop, doesn't seems to heal. Not a perfect full, but in broken puzzle pieces.
What do you want, Heart?
What do you want, Heart?
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