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Issit my fault that it all faded away, that I couldn't make you stay, that I can't make you proud to call me yours? Am I that unworthy for you to trash and trample my feelings all like this? Do I look so strong to you that you thought that I'm emotionless and inhuman? Do I not deserve to be treated like your princess, your love of your life and your everything? If you knew it all gonna end like this, why did you made the effort to make me fall and take my trust, hope and faith all away? If you know I'm hurting would you give me your reassurance, your care and concern, your warmth, your security?

No, because you're long gone.

I shouldn't have let myself fall. Than I wouldn't feel hurt, all over again. I should've stayed numb, and not let anyone in my closed doors.

I let you in, all you repayed me was by stabbing me right in the heart. I hate that I love you.