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  Trying to get my life back on track. I've no idea why it took me so long to realise the life I was living was a...atrocious cycle. It's not easy to kick out the bad habits, but it's gonna be worth while and beneficial for myself. I need to think carefully before I act now, and think about the consequences. So that I won't regret anymore for making impulse decision or for just the moment enjoyment. I need to do this. And I will. I hope good things will gradually start to happen as I'm changing for the better. Trust me when I say I'm different now, definitely better than last time. I will find myself back.