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  Hey, it's been six years. Every year, I'll never fail to think about you. In fact, it's been rough these few days. Are you trynna tell me something my love?
  Remember when I told you that I'll fulfil the dreams that you didn't have a chance to? I'm not being selfish, but you're my motivation to pursue my dream. Maybe this isn't what you'll wish for, but I'm using you to be better. I'm sorry, I'm being selfish yet again. In fact, leaving you was the most selfish choice I've ever made. Till this day, I still seek for your forgiveness, and understanding. It's not that I don't love you, I do, I care for you, so I had to do it. I've been thinking about you, even till now.
  I hope that you're in a better place right now. I've been hearing frightful stories about what mean people could do to you, I hope you are not one of the victims. I pray, I wouldn't want you in that place my dear. I want you to be happy, because I've failed to do so. Please, tell me you're, tell me you're in a better place right now.
  It's been so long, I couldn't help but think what life would be if you're still around. You'll be older right now, like I am. You'll be holding my hands, be in my arms everyday. You'll be learning new things, you'll be able to share with me everything by now. You'll be the reason behind my smile, you'll be my motivation for life, you'll be my source of happiness.

   Missing you everyday. And do know that, I love you so much that it pains me to think about you. My lil angel, be happy,  be free, you'll always be in my heart. Forever and always, xo